Vivid memories ± dreams? ± in the early days: taking part in a

bank robbery at Elephant and Castle ± being attacked by

strangers ± walls in the sitting room and kitchen in my ¯at all

unsafe and bulging.

Some strong visual memories around ®rst and second

operations. G at bottom left [of my bed] looking very worried

and another time A at bottom right looking rather shocked by

my black eye.