I faked every orgasm until I was 35 and there were lots of them! It is still hard to wrap my head around why I did this for so long. I have always enjoyed sex: the touching and intimacy and kissing and awkwardness and the fun of sex! And it has, for the most part, always felt good, but I could never quite get there. It wasn’t until I stopped lying and found my voice that the floodgates within me opened, literally.