ABSTRACT
It hits me like an iron fist in the chest that in this global communications village somehow, in some way, my father's going to see me getting a butt-fuck I didn't actually get. I hate the idea of having anal sex; as a woman it's a negation of your femininity. Most of all I hate being a fake. My family. The boys at the uni, some of the bitter, immature little nothings I've knocked back, all wanking off at the image in their bedsits. Others, thinking they know all about me, all about my sexuality from that image. McClymont, once his wife goes to bed, will sit with the handset and a Scotch pulling his wire at the image of me getting it up the arse.
